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[bottledblond]

"New York City isn't exactly known for it's large, indigenous wolf population."

Steve isn't really paying attention to Tony Stark's yammering over a file he'd probably glanced at and tossed aside. He's too busy trying to get the screen to work properly so that a flick of his thumb across the surface won't send him ten pages ahead in the document he's trying to read or close out the pictures he's attempting to enhance. He understands the whole concept of renewable resources and he understands that the environment can't really sustain felling trees willy nilly, but he misses being handed folders with actually paper to spread out on the table in front of him.

Nastasha, thankfully, takes pity on him and the images of men and women with their throats pulled out appear on the large screen on the wall behind her. Steve isn't particularly pleased to see these things up close but he needs to know what they're actually planning her.

"Trained attack dogs?" Sam offers, but Steve, squinting, shakes his head.

"Germans used dogs during the war," he half muses. "That sort of mauling isn't what dogs can do. It's too--"

"Clean," Natasha offers and Steve nods. "This isn't the first time SHIELD has come across something like this." The photos on the screen change, become older and grainier. Not as clear. Steve can hear Tony muttering about glasses but ignores him again. "Same MO. Same lethal precision. Same wounds. They recovered fibers at the scene. Same fibers we have this time around too."

Steve's eyebrow arches. "You're going to say wolf?"

Natasha is grim as she nods. "Almost."

Bruce finally chimes in too. "Not just wolf," he says, adjusting nothing at all on his face as he's actually handed over his glasses to Stark, who is comically wearing them and looking pleased with himself. "Wolf and human DNA. I checked the old fibers too. It's unreal."

"So we have sixty years of attacks that tend to occur in three night cycles every month with a few years off in between groups," Tony says, leaning back, still in Bruce's glasses. "Sounds like a werewolf to me."

Steve snorts. "Now I've heard of a lot of crazy things," hell, he is one of those things, "but let's not jump to extremes. Do you think you can use the fibers from last night's attack to get a reading on where we might be able to find out who is--"

"Or what," Tony interrupts. "And yes. Ahead of you as always. We're ready to go for tonight."

There's not much else that needs to be discussed and so Steve nods, leaves the tablet behind to get some rest, and just after nightfall, heads to his spot on a roof not too far away from the Hudson River in Hells Kitchen to wait for something to happen. He expects nothing will, or that one of the other Avengers will be closer to the action when Tony's sensors go off.

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"Makes me wonder how much sleep you get," he responds with a look very similar to the ones he doesn't recall giving Steve time and again through the years. From what he's said in the last few minutes, Bucky has a feeling it's not much, and the realization comes along with a pang of -- he's not actually sure. Worry? Trouble? Anxiety? A lot of words spring to mind and he has no idea which one is the most fitting in this situation.

It's very strange to interact with someone whom you know you know, but who's also somehow a complete stranger. The sense of familiarity with no real memory to back it up is disconcerting to say the least. He wonders if it's even worse for Steve, who has the memories, but whose former best friend is now something else entirely.

"Maybe I should take the floor," he says after a moment. On the off chance he manages to sleep, waking up in a bed is going to be confusing as hell.

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Actually, Steve can understand that concept, and he can see in Bucky’s eyes (after he gets ahold of himself once the look chiding disbelief leaves) that he’s got to be allowed to take baby steps back to being human.

“It’ll be like when we were kids,” Steve says, standing up with one fluid motion to retrieve the cushions from the couch. He sets them up in a row along the side of the bed and then retrieves one of the blankets from it to tuck in along the edges, a little like a sleeping bag or a bedroll. It’s a good thing that this is Bruce’s room and not Tony’s or they’d probably have to deal with a leather couch.

The blond sets himself on the edge of the bed and finally takes off his boots, grunting with effort, and sets them at the foot of the bed, ready for action if need be.

“Should have gotten a change of clothes before they locked us in,” he muses.

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Bucky watches wordlessly as Steve begins to make a pallet on the floor for the two of them. The carpet itself is already softer than what he's used to and he runs his fingers across it without really thinking about it. "Did we do this a lot when we were kids?" He asks curiously, rising to his feet and moving over to the side of the bed.

He's already only wearing socks and not shoes so he plops down on the makeshift bedroll, exhaling. It's soft, really soft. It's not a bed, but it's definitely more comfortable than the floor alone would be. There's even a blanket. He can't remember ever having a blanket before. He doesn't necessarily need it considering how much body heat that he radiates. It's still nice.

He glances up at Steve. "You don't wear an undershirt and boxers under that?"

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The shift in Steve, the way he moves his weight around, belays his discomfort. "Boxers don't really work," he says, though he's not completely commando under the tight armor. He just doesn't really care to parade himself around in the underwear he does wear, especially when there is very likely a particularly cruel, mouthy engineer watching.

The whole uniform is one piece, too, so it's not like he can just take the top portion off.

"I've had this thing on for a week once," he claims, laying on the bed because there's no way both he and Bucky are going to be sharing couch cushions. They're much too narrow for a double occupancy. And he's not crowding the other man.

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He tilts his head slightly, considering. "Could go change." He'd have to leave the room, but not the building. And he'd had JARVIS programmed to unlock the door if he requests it. Bucky exhales and shifts so he's lying down on the pallet Steve had made, staring up at the ceiling. It feels strange, being in a prone position, atop something soft, to boot. It makes him uneasy, even with Steve mere feet away.

He shifts quickly onto his left side, so he's facing the bed, pressed up right against the side of it. Better.

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"I could," Steve agrees but he thinks that they are both pretty much aware of the fact that he's really not going to do that. Leaving Bucky the last few times had been a terrible experience and leaving now for his own comfort? Impossible. Unless the other man needs something, the captain will be right here with him.

The silence follows, mostly because though Steve could spend the next seventy years catching up with Bucky, there's not a whole lot of his Bucky in there to catch up with. The man needs his rest, even if he can't sleep, and Steve needs to be on guard in case he can't control the various aspects of what he is.

His breathing does even out, though, a sign that he's dozing, that it's fairly obvious that the blond isn't sleeping either, flat on his back, and listening to Bucky.

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He sleeps. Despite the fact he doesn't recall ever being allowed to sleep outside of cryo, he sinks into unconscious relatively quickly, all things considered. His body relaxes in a way it hasn't in a long, long time, and the rest just happens even though he makes an effort to stay awake for awhile. He doesn't dream. Doesn't even move once he's huddled against the side of the bed, face buried against the blanket beneath him.

When he wakes up it's hours later and sunlight is filtering into the room. He jerks up, alarmed, knowing he's done something that's against the rules, and his heart pounds fast and heavy in his chest until his gaze rests upon Steve. He blinks a few times, trying to clear his vision from remnants of slumber and exhaling, long and slow, rubbing his human hand over his eyes as his shoulders relax once more.

Steve looks cold and it makes his stomach turn as he rises to his feet, grabbing the blanket off his pallet of couch cushions and covering him with it silently before retreating to use the bathroom. He catches sight of himself in the mirror above the sink when he's finished and blanches. He looks terrible. He takes the time to wash his face with cold water, wiping his hands off on a towel when he's through. He rakes a hand through his long hair, trying to untangle the knots that formed overnight.

When he leaves the tiny bathroom area, he makes his way to the recliner by the window, curling up in it and staring out at the city.

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He hadn't meant to sleep. In fact, feeling that blanket cover him is rousing enough that Steve's first thoughts are to chide himself for being reckless. The familiar, and yet not too familiar, scent on the blanket causes him to drift back off though, letting Bucky have some time to himself actively choosing to do whatever he wants.

Tony Stark, however, hasn't been asleep. Bruce passed out a few hours before, head rests on forearms, one arm hanging across his lap. Tony saved his tea, decaf of course, so that it didn't short out his computer but other than that, he's been doing a little work on the side of keeping an eye on everyone in the containment unit.

With Bucky looking through the window so intently, he'll probably notice before too long that it's not real. Tony developed the technology for SHIELD to use on underground bases and had put it in Bruce's room because denying someone daylight, even artificial, is just wrong. He should know. He lived underground himself for a few hellish months.

Tony scans the room back to the blond, now curled up in Bucky's donated blankets, and smirks. Some watchdog.

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It's a great illusion, really. It's not something HYDRA had ever done for him in all his years with them. They didn't want him to have any freedom, even just the illusion of it. They'd kept him entirely cut off from the outside world, except for when they sent him on missions. There had never been time to enjoy it. And though the sunlight wasn't real, didn't produce actual warmth as it filtered through the room, he still found himself closing his eyes and tilting his head up toward the source.

He hears Steve stirring and casts a glance over at him, entire expression softening at the sight of him curled up beneath the blanket he'd covered him with.

Steve is important to him. Had always been important to him. Important enough that when HYDRA had showed him his target, something had broken loose in his brain and despite the years of conditioning and torture, he'd rebelled against all of them and changed his mission. He rubs his head as it begins to ache, wincing. When they find him, when they catch him again, they'll wipe him. Then, when his mind is a blank slate, he'll be punished horribly and he won't remember why he's being hurt.

He doesn't want to go back. When the trembling starts, it's minute, barely noticeable. His heart is pounding fast and he squeezes his eyes shut. It doesn't take long before he's shaking from head to toe, taking deep, gasping breaths as he shrinks back into the chair, like if he can just make himself small enough no one can touch him.

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This is not Tony's problem. He doesn't know how to deal with it and so he doesn't, turning down the sound and keying in a program line for JARVIS to tell him if Bucky starts to rampage. He turns completely back to his work then, quickly sinking into it as if there's no potentially dangerous HYDRA agent a floor below him.

Steve, though, is not that light of a sleeper. He stirs at the first sniffle, though he doesn't put his socked feet on the floor until he can hear Bucky sink into his chair.

"You're not alone, pal," Steve says in an attempt to comfort the other man without immediately springing to his side. Their relationship isn't like that anymore, even if Steve itches to do it.

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The voice is Steve's, not someone from HYDRA, and he doesn't want to hurt Steve. He's never wanted to hurt Steve -- he's pretty sure he's supposed to take care of Steve, and he's not going to be able to do that when they take him away again.

"They're coming for me," he responds, rocking himself back and forth in the recliner, eyes squeezed shut tightly. "They'll erase you again."

Bucky's right hand shifts into its claw form, but his face doesn't change even as he yanks his shirt aside and digs the sharp claws into his left shoulder, where there's still flesh and bone, before it meets the metal. He makes no sound even though his lips press together, face paling blood starts running down his skin and down the metal arm.

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“Bucky!”

Steve’s distress is all that JARVIS needs to alert Tony, who reluctantly flips back on the video feed from inside the containment unit. He’s on his sneakered feet just a moment later, the sound of the stool falling over startling Banner. It’s a good thing the man has a lid on the Hulk. Startling Banner is one of those things that Steve had always been so cautious of and he’d be pretty upset to know that he directly caused it this time.

Wordlessly, Bruce and Tony head out of the room, though Steve’s on his feet too and moving swiftly towards his friend.

“Stop!” It doesn’t occur to him that Bucky likely has a tracking device. Or that he’s pulling it out. He only sees blood.

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Digging the device out of that shoulder is both difficult and painful, which, he's sure is why they put it there. He knows there's at least one more for certain, and likely more than that. His tolerance level for pain is higher than most by far, and while it's anguishing to claw his way into a part of his body that's already sustained so much injury, he doesn't make a single noise. He barely hears Steve's alarmed voice as he manages to get a hold of the tiny metallic implant, managing to yank it out even as he hears footsteps approaching from different directions.

He shudders and holds it up, fingers slick with blood. "I forgot it was there," he tells Steve, finally registering the distress on his face.

"What's happening?" Bruce asks as JARVIS unlocks the door and it slides open. He stands just inside the containment room, staring wide-eyed at the scene before him.

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Though Steve has, more or less, managed to calm himself down in the time it had taken for the doors to open, there' still an awful lot of blood all over the place and the worry on Steve's face hasn't all vanished. The sight looks bad, though it doesn't look as if Steve had gotten injured and honestly, that's all Tony really cares about in this situation.

Tony flings a pair of gloves at the doctor, not that Bruce needs to protect himself, but because Tony can't stand the thought of someone messing around inside of a wound like that without the air of sterility. He isn't getting too close, even if he immediately understands what Bucky had been doing.

It makes him smirk. "They knew where you were if STRIKE is part of HYDRA. But we can use that. Got anything else in there? Don't answer. J?" The scan is, of course, instantaneous and painless. The AI does come up with a variety of interesting things, but none of them are other tracking devices.

"That's all there is, Sir."

Tony nods. "Good. Then we can buy ourselves some time and say we're moving Bucko to the Raft."

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Bruce pulls the gloves on automatically, even if he's not really that kind of doctor. He's the closest thing to it at the moment, and there's a man bleeding somewhat profusely who doesn't even seem to be taking notice of the extent of his own injury. It's a troubling sign and he can't help casting a glance at Steve as he approaches Bucky slowly.

Bucky is all too aware that there are two faces that are still relatively unfamiliar and that one of them is approaching him, albeit cautiously, like approaching a cornered animal. Which isn't too far off the mark, really. He tracks Bruce's movements with a wary gaze, shaking his head. "I'm still functional. Healing time from this injury is less than three hours," he tells him.

Bruce draws in a breath and looks over at Steve, uncertain. The fact that Bucky already has an estimated healing time for his injuries is a signal of just how often he's been wounded in similar ways, and if that's not disturbing enough, the man's still holding onto a tracking device that had been planted inside his body, likely against his will.

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"You're a person," Steve says, not too sternly, but not with whispered reproach either. He's being firm here, and tough. "You're not a machine." He doesn't bother to apologize to JARVIS. JARVIS isn't a machine either, not as far as he's concerned. "It's all right that you did that, but it's a little impulsive. We could have gotten that out of you a little less painfully. It looks like it really hurts, pal."

His eyes are soft, eyebrows lifting with worry, when he holds his hand out for the tiny bit of red colored metal in his hand.

"Can I have that? Tony might be able to do something with it."

"Oh, like reverse the signal? Yeah, guess I could," Tony says with faked nonchalance.

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He frowns at Steve's words, struggling to balance two realities in his head: one where he's a weapon that no one is supposed to touch for something minor like blood loss, and another, where he knows Steve -- knew him when he'd been a person. His gaze flickers warily to where Bruce has halted, hands up in the universal sign of surrender, like he's afraid of Bucky or what he might do. He's never been allowed to say no to anyone, let alone a doctor or scientist and his shoulders drop a little in reluctant agreement.

"Okay."

Bucky holds the tracking device out, dropping it into Steve's hand without reservation.

On the one hand, Bruce is concerned at how easily Bucky simply acquiesces to treatment he clearly doesn't want. On the other hand, werewolf or super soldier or whatever they're dealing with here and fast healing aside, he's still injured. "I'm just going to take a look and see what we need to do, all right?" He gives Bucky a small smile as he steps up, watching the way the other man tenses even as Bruce examines his shoulder.

"Okay, let's -- clean it and put a compress on it to stop the bleeding, all right? Nothing scary."

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"Nothing scary," Steve agrees, crouching at Bucky's feet. "Like all of those times I had to fake asthma attacks so you wouldn't run away when you were getting your shots," he continues, grin on his face. He needs to get out of the uniform, and he will shortly. Bucky seems to be going in and out of personhood here, but he hasn't snapped and tried to hurt anyone. That's probably a good sign.

To Steve, that means that Bucky's 'snapping' had been more indicative of the man behind the weapon trying to break free of his captors. And that won't happen here. Hopefully. He just needs Bucky to recognize him for who he is when (or more like if) that should ever happen.



[sorry for the delays. My township is going crazy that it's gonna rain on Halloween and I've been glued to facebook with popcorn for all of the drama. I always went trick or treating despite the rain. Or the snow one year. :)

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His gaze focuses on Steve's face as he crouches in front of him, tuning out the fact that the large man is examining him, dabbing the injury with alcohol or peroxide -- it burns but it's nothing that fazes him. There's a smile on Steve's face as he tells him about something from their past. "You were sick all the time." His words are hesitant, a little uncertain. He has a flash of an image of Steve, smaller, shaking in a too-small bed with a fever and chills.

Bruce glances between them, but focuses his attention mostly on putting pressure on the wound to stem the blood flow.



[it's okay. we're supposed to get a rain/snow mix tomorrow. the weather never bothered me either. give me candy dammit. XD]