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"New York City isn't exactly known for it's large, indigenous wolf population."

Steve isn't really paying attention to Tony Stark's yammering over a file he'd probably glanced at and tossed aside. He's too busy trying to get the screen to work properly so that a flick of his thumb across the surface won't send him ten pages ahead in the document he's trying to read or close out the pictures he's attempting to enhance. He understands the whole concept of renewable resources and he understands that the environment can't really sustain felling trees willy nilly, but he misses being handed folders with actually paper to spread out on the table in front of him.

Nastasha, thankfully, takes pity on him and the images of men and women with their throats pulled out appear on the large screen on the wall behind her. Steve isn't particularly pleased to see these things up close but he needs to know what they're actually planning her.

"Trained attack dogs?" Sam offers, but Steve, squinting, shakes his head.

"Germans used dogs during the war," he half muses. "That sort of mauling isn't what dogs can do. It's too--"

"Clean," Natasha offers and Steve nods. "This isn't the first time SHIELD has come across something like this." The photos on the screen change, become older and grainier. Not as clear. Steve can hear Tony muttering about glasses but ignores him again. "Same MO. Same lethal precision. Same wounds. They recovered fibers at the scene. Same fibers we have this time around too."

Steve's eyebrow arches. "You're going to say wolf?"

Natasha is grim as she nods. "Almost."

Bruce finally chimes in too. "Not just wolf," he says, adjusting nothing at all on his face as he's actually handed over his glasses to Stark, who is comically wearing them and looking pleased with himself. "Wolf and human DNA. I checked the old fibers too. It's unreal."

"So we have sixty years of attacks that tend to occur in three night cycles every month with a few years off in between groups," Tony says, leaning back, still in Bruce's glasses. "Sounds like a werewolf to me."

Steve snorts. "Now I've heard of a lot of crazy things," hell, he is one of those things, "but let's not jump to extremes. Do you think you can use the fibers from last night's attack to get a reading on where we might be able to find out who is--"

"Or what," Tony interrupts. "And yes. Ahead of you as always. We're ready to go for tonight."

There's not much else that needs to be discussed and so Steve nods, leaves the tablet behind to get some rest, and just after nightfall, heads to his spot on a roof not too far away from the Hudson River in Hells Kitchen to wait for something to happen. He expects nothing will, or that one of the other Avengers will be closer to the action when Tony's sensors go off.

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There are a thousand and one things he can think of to talk about, but they're all irrelevant. The only important thing right now is the mission. It's the only thing that matters. It's his own, his first and his last with any luck.

Before he has a chance to clarify what he means, he watches all of Steve's defenses drop and he strides toward Bucky with purpose and something between terror and longing war within him and he flinches, steps away the closer Steve comes, and he shakes his head. He destroys everything he touches. He will not destroy Steve.

"There isn't time. They gave me a mission to bring you back with me. They want you. Want to make you...like me." He looks away, anywhere but at Steve's familiar face, even half hidden by the mask.

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It takes just one step backwards for Steve to cease his own forward motion. He’s not going to pursue the man. He’s not been sure exactly what he’d planned once in his personal space, handshake or hug, but he had and still has no intention to scare off this apparition. Steve’s has noticeably tightens, noticeably strains the chin strap keep his helmet in place. His palms hold steady, parallel to the ground. Soothing. Calming.

Non threatening.

“They..?” Steve asks cautiously, though he has a good idea of who They is. There’s been whispers everywhere about the many headed beast, about the old Nazi experiments, about the counter agency to SHIELD. He still needs to ask. Steve has always been as much of a talker as he’s been a doer. Sometimes words do more than fists. He can’t claim to be a pacifist but he’d like to be one day, if people learn to let him. “Buck, we should go somewhere else.” If they’re going to talk when there somehow isn’t much time (God, Bucky can have all of his), being out in the open on a roof isn’t the best place. “You can explain what you mean.”

He really should turn the comm back on. He could use his team, but God help him, he wants Bucky to himself.

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His brain registers the shift in Steve's demeanor. It's tense again, but also somehow placating at the same time. Like Steve is talking to a frightened animal, which frankly, isn't too far from the truth. He has a syringe of sedatives strong enough to take down an elephant in his vest, but it's meant for the world's greatest super soldier.

They hadn't thought it would be that easy, and he'd known it wouldn't be. They'd been counting on Steve not being willing to hurt his oldest friend in the world.

"HYDRA," he says, flatly, confirming Steve's suspicions.

He wants that; wants to go somewhere else, to talk, to tell Steve just how bad things really are. He should have guessed Steve would want the same thing. "They're tracking me," Bucky tells him honestly. "I'm on a countdown." And that time is quickly running out.

[bottledblond]

“Then I guess we need to get moving,” Steve says without hesitation. “We’ll talk on the way.” Now would be a great time to turn the comm back on, but there’s no need. Once he starts moving, Stark will know it. He’s not supposed to shift from the roof. None of them are supposed to move from their points. A deviation from the plan will cause Iron Man to pay attention to him, which might work in his favor if things go poorly.

He doesn’t expect Bucky to turn on him. Whatever is happening, it’s because HYDRA failed to take into consideration how friendships used to be before social media and the internet could even potentially ruin them with a few liked political ads or too few hearts on a photograph.

Steve finally reaches for the buckle under his chin and loosens it so that he can yank the helmet from his head and drop it at his feet. That’s not where his own tracker is, but he wants to continue to resist the urge to let anyone else hear what is being said.

Bucky being missing for seventy years, still alive, down one arm and now able to shapeshift is just too much right now. Steve needs to ensure some sort of privacy.

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Alarm bells go off in his mind, warning him that this could be a trap. Warning him that he can't trust anyone. He closes his eyes momentarily, tensing and struggling against the voices in his own head. He wants to cover his ears with his hands, to block out the raging sound rushing through his brain, pain intensifying once more. This isn't how it's supposed to go. He's supposed to warn Steve, and then vanish. That had been his plan.

But it's Steve. Steve. And despite his mind's insistence he can't be trusted, his heart tells him the exact opposite. That Steve is the only one that he can trust.

When he opens his eyes again, Steve's taking off his helmet, his hair beautifully messy in a way that he wants to reach out and run his fingers through. The thought is fleeting, disorganized and jumbled along with all the others racing thoughts he's struggling to contain.

"Where?" he asks.

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The smile Steve gives Bucky is lopsided, imperfect, the smile he managed to always give him despite the serum from before his bone structure could support even muscle movement. “Wherever it is that they want you to take me.”

He’s not about to be captured. It won’t go that far. He just wants to buy them some time until Iron Man gets nosy and provides backup. That could be any time now, though, so these moments are doubly limited.

Steve is moving again, giving wide berth to his best friend to prove he’s no threat, pausing only at the edge of the roof guard. “I’ve missed you,” he says, turning to look boyishly at Bucky. “So much.”

Sorry for the delay -- had to go to a work event

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Ice pours into his veins at that response and he freezes momentarily until it dawns on him that Steve isn't out here alone. He peers around warily, unsettled for a whole new reason, wondering where they are. How many they are. If they can see where he is now.

If they'd already seen what he is.

"There are a lot of them," he says. He follows him slowly to the roof guard, not prepared for those words, nor for the jarring emotional impact they have on him, feeling like a punch to the gut. He meets his eyes, so damned sincere and earnest.

He doesn't smile. He hasn't been allowed in decades. He's not sure he remembers how. His expression betrays nothing of what he's feeling.

"I can't go in with you." He pulls the syringe out of his vest and holds it out to him.

No problem!

[bottledblond]

The stone cold exterior facing him is enough for Steve to feel deflated. Now is not the time to show it, so he certainly does not, but his heart almost seems to stop in his chest. He can't hear it, or the rush of his blood through his body, anymore.

Producing that syringe doesn't exactly make Steve feel any better either. He presses his lips grimly together, the core of his eye hardening. He doesn't think Bucky would attack him, but three minutes ago, he also thought Bucky was dead and there was no such thing as werewolves. Times change quickly in the twenty-first century, as Steve has come to find out through an alarming amount of trial and error.

"Wasn't planning on going in myself," Steve replies, eyes still on Bucky, on the way he moves to avoid him like he's at a dance hall. "But if we're short on time, we can at least head that way. Give them less of a reason to come looking." Finally, Steve nods at the syringe. "Guess that's for me? Good. They'd expect you to be slower, dragging me around, huh? More time for us."

Steve glances from the roof to the one across from them and then down to the street. He can make that in two jumps, using the windowsills on the opposite building to stop him from breaking up the concrete below.

"I let you go last time. And that's just it, Buck. That was the last time I do that. We're sticking together."

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He sees the change in Steve's demeanor, slight as it might be. Unnoticeable, probably, to most. "You should take it." He keeps the syringe extended toward Steve, a hint of wariness in his voice. If HYDRA happens to catch on to what's happening and triggers him, Steve is going to need it to take him down.

Bucky follows the other man's gaze from the roof to the road, picking up easily on his own plan. Bucky's much less concerned about the landing. He's heavy, but he's light on his feet when it comes to landings thanks to the wolf DNA in his blood.

He shifts his gaze back to Steve, nervous and hesitant at that. It's not that he wants to get away from Steve. It's that he needs to get away from HYDRA. Immediately. Permanently. Because it's not going away. There's no getting rid of it.

"I'm dangerous."

[bottledblond]

Steve doesn't mean the wry smile and side glance that he gives Bucky in the way the other man will probably take it. Steve has been witness to Bucky's crackerjack shooting skills, but the guy would never hurt him. Never. It's not in his nature, and so Steve isn't quite capable of giving it the weight he should.

Any man who has lived for seventy years without aging, a metal arm, and spontaneous fur growth really ought to have everything he's said taken seriously.

Steve at least reaches out for the syringe. It'd be better with him anyway, not that he thinks he'd have to use it on Bucky, no, just that no one will be able to use it on him. He slips it into one of the concealed pockets on his uniform and presses the knuckles of both hands against his hips. The stance is heroic, though he doesn't mean for it to come off that way.

"I know you are," Steve remarks in his unnervingly typical sort of nonchalance. "I remember the snoring."

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He's relieved when Steve reaches out and takes the syringe from him, even if he doesn't think Steve takes his warning to heart. There's a level of frustration that's far too familiar for him not to have felt it with this man before. His memories of Steve are so few and far between, but more significant than anything else he can recall outside of HYDRA. He has a vague impression of girls -- younger. Sisters? Dark haired, all three of them. He doesn't know their names.

He's not even sure they're real.

Steve is real. He remembers -- Steve looked different once. Smaller. But his face is the same. His hair is the same color. His eyes are the same shade of blue from his memories. The memories they don't know he's been having in the last week since they defrosted him. If they knew, they would take him from him again, and he doesn't want Steve to be erased again, the way he knows they've erased him time and time again.

The off the cuff remark about snoring makes a huff of disbelief escape him. He gives him a narrow-eyed look and steps up to the roof.

"You're a punk," he grumbles before he drops, drops, drops a couple hundred feet to the ground, landing silently on his feet and looking up.

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"You know, that word doesn't mean what it used--" Oh. Steve's cut off when Bucky decides to just make a go for it. His eyes widen and he leans over the edge of the roof to peer down at those strange eyes that had been glowing not too long ago. "I think that might be cheating," Steve calls down, before swinging himself over the side of the wall.

He does his much more calculated drop, breaking his fall twice on two progressively lower window sills, the second of which crumbles under his hand. His landing is no less graceful for it, though he'd had to somersault to keep from landing on his knees.

Steve gestures with one gloved hand for Bucky to lead the way, having so many questions and less guts than usual to ask them. It's not awkward, but Bucky himself is. Steve doesn't want to make it worse.

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Despite the seriousness of the situation, he finds himself smirking at Steve's obvious surprise, watching as he descends to the street a little more slowly, even if his movements are just as fluid and graceful as his own, ending in a somersault that leaves a stirring of amusement in his gut. But the moment that Steve gestures for him to lead the way, his expression grows serious once more and he turns, guiding him down an alley, his heart beating a little faster as they head in the general direction of the current HYDRA base.

In the general direction of the chair.

Of pain. Of complete and total loss of self.

Again.

"If they catch you, they'll use you." His voice is quiet. Emotionless. It doesn't match the haunted look in his eyes. "You can't get caught."

[bottledblond]

"Not planning on it." He's seen the squareness of those shoulders, the set way of that gait. Bucky isn't exactly a large man, but Steve will always see him as tall and handsome and capable, even if that first part really isn't true when seen from his six and a half foot vantage point now. "Not planning on letting you get caught either, in case you were wondering. It's been pretty tough without you. Television is weird and they don't sell deviled eggs at the movies anymore."

Not that he could usually afford deviled eggs, but they had been a pretty amazing treat for birthdays and celebrations.

"And don't get me started on the weird bananas now."

They have so much to catch up on and Steve is just waxing nostalgic instead.

They stick to the alleys, easy in this part of town, and Steve finds himself reaching out to take Bucky's elbow a few blocks away. "Buck, what happened? Just give me the abridged version."

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He wants to tell Steve that he can't stop HYDRA. That if they get too close, they'll both be caught. Steve has a better shot than he does of getting away, and he'll offer himself up as a distraction to make sure it happens if it comes down to it. The idea of Steve being captured, of being tortured and wiped away the way he has been makes something curl in his stomach, cold and terrified.

He doesn't remember what deviled eggs are anymore than he remembers what chocolate tastes like. He hasn't eaten anything in decades. Not any real food anyway.

Bucky leads him closer, each step feeling a little more weighed down with dread and anxiety. They're tracking him. They know he's getting closer. They'll be waiting.

Steve's hand on his elbow makes him flinch involuntarily, but he doesn't pull away. He's not allowed to pull away from his handlers. It takes a second to remember that Steve isn't his handler. Steve isn't with HYDRA. His brain is getting things mixed up.

"I'm their greatest weapon," he responds, because that's as abridged as he can make things. "But we all know which one of us is the more valuable asset."

[bottledblond]

As disturbing as it is for Bucky to speak this way, his deadpan delivery is much more jarring. That’s not even to speak about how the flinch made Steve feel — He’s not prepared to process that just yet. Steve is more of a doer, preferring not to let his feelings get the best of him where anyone can see.

He’s never liked being the sensitive little boy, not back before the war and certainly not now when every day brings a new a terrible surprise to his doorstep.

“Neither of us— We’re people, Buck. Whatever they did to you... I have some pretty smart friends. They’re going to be able to help you out.” They’re still pretty far away from the other Avengers but closing in on Sam’s position. Red Wing could likely even have eyes on them right now.

He needs to make a small change in their direction.

Steve nods towards the Flatiron building, rising in the distance. “How fast are you clocked at these days?”

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He doesn't feel like a person. He has vague memories of a time when he might have been -- but they're so distant and hazy that it seems more like a dream of some kind than a previous reality. He says nothing in response to Steve's comment about his friends being smart and being able to help him. What's been done can't be undone. He doubts Steve will be able to stay at this level of denial for long.

Vaguely, he thinks he probably actually can.

Bucky follows his gaze to the building he nods toward, trying to stamp down the anxiety that's gnawing at him. A detour will likely result in the STRIKE team being sent out to retrieve him.

"I can move at approximately half a mile per minute for a period of roughly six hours unless I've sustained significant damage," he responds absently.

"How close are your friends?"

[bottledblond]

Steve has already decided that a move will probably bring them both into the line of fire, but the options they have are non existent. HYDRA will come for them. It’s not a matter of if so much as when. Steve doesn’t regret leaving his helmet behind, though. His tracking device isn’t in the helmet, but he imagines that HYDRA might have a way of tapping into the communication signal the Avengers are probably bombarding at the moment.

This whole thing is risky, but obviously Bucky had risked a whole lot more coming to speak with him, finally, instead of just running off on his own.

Steve squints, head tilting as he does the easy math in his head. “Minute and a quarter for you. Minute and a half for me.”

Bucky’s faster than he is, something he’ll dwell on later.

“Normally I would say not to pull your punches, and I’d never want you to let me win, but they won’t know you.” Sam might, Steve spoke about his old best friend to his new best friend many, many times. Tony barely remembers faces, though, and almost nothing of what Steve says seems to stick with Iron Man. The others he can’t read at all. He’s not going to try to guess their reactions to Bucky. “I’m going to ask for a twenty second head start,” he says just before shooting by Bucky’s left. He hadn’t thought about the chance there might be of Bucky going the opposite way.

Not until he’s already moving.

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It takes him no time to figure out what Steve means to do. A ruse.

It's risky, far riskier than Bucky's initial plan, and there are so many variables, so many things he can't account for, including friends of Steve's. But it's too late now for his own plan to work. Time's up. If Steve's plan fails - at worst he and his friends will be captured and so will Bucky.

A sense of wariness washes over him -- like he's been faced with this choice before. Trust and follow Steve, or go his own way.

Bucky gives him the twenty seconds head start and begins to chase him, eyes flaring blue as he races down the same streets and alley ways, following Steve.

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The swoop of Redwing overhead tells Steve that Falcon had been watching after all. He doesn't have time to really analyze that, to wonder just how much of Steve's interaction with Bucky had been monitored, because for all he knows, he's coming in hot. There's some damage along the way, busted windshields he'll be sure to have fixed and a light pole literally torn from the ground as he'd had to use it get out of the way of oncoming traffic that will have to be billed for later by the city. He compiles these things to the back of his mind for the moment, there, but not for dwelling on in the present.

Another streak of light joins Redwing just as Steve banks against heavy, concrete planters that surround the entry way to the Flatiron Building, both decorative and to stop anyone from driving up to or in through the glass curtain wall facade. They do their work with Steve and Iron Man and Falcon descend on either side of him.

"Cap, your helmet--"

"That was wreckless--"

"Who were you even talking to?"

"Hang on, someone's coming in hot!"

The voices meld and Steve honestly isn't sure who's saying what because Tony's already pushed him towards Sam to put himself between the Captain and whoever is approaching.

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He sees some kind of device flying above and assumes it's some kind of surveillance equipment, though it's nothing like what he's seen during his years with HYDRA. He ignores it, following Steve's path easily enough, avoiding the busted light pole and landing easily atop a car and then a van, flipping himself up and over a motorcycle and running atop a city bus in pursuit. The last thing on his mind is any possible property damage. He simply doesn't have the capacity to care about it.

The hair on the back of his neck stands on end as he chases Steve. A quick glance up tells him that there's a sniper on the roof. The STRIKE team has been dispatched.

Shit.

Bucky's gaze locks on the two figures that land on either side of Steve. Codenames: Falcon and Iron Man. He'd been debriefed on all of the Avengers that Pierce thought might make an appearance tonight, and sure enough, Black Widow and Hawkeye both join the small group that's gathered on the ground in front of the building that Steve indicated.

Iron Man's stepped to the front of the group, standing protectively between the others and him, and he wonders if any of them are even aware of the the other threat that's rapidly approaching. He can smell the scent of Rumlow's cologne and it makes his stomach turn as he launches himself at the Avengers, eyes glowing blue and a growl escaping him.

It has to be convincing.

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It most certainly is convincing, considering as how Steve is not in on what is going on, not yet at least. He's too caught up by what's happening, something any human being would be that hasn't been trained to compartmentalize. Steve's better than most, though, and he's not one to be fooled for too long.

It doesn't stop him from attempting to grapple with Bucky once it's obvious that he's going for Tony's throat. He still has a very vivid memory of those pictures they'd been shown briefing for this particular mission.

He slides around Iron Man, shouting some pop-culture nonsense that Steve almost never understands, and so tunes out, and tries to swipe Bucky's feet. The goal is not to injure, just to stop him from hurting anyone, or from getting hurt himself. Falcon takes to the air to relay the collateral damage they're likely about to take on, only to tell the others who have not thrown away their comms that they're being surrounded.

"Surrounded by who? How many?" Steve hears Natasha ask and it clicks immediately for him what's going on here. He throws himself at Bucky all the harder, gently (to someone able to drop a few hundred feet without injury, unaided) smashing him into one of the concrete planters.

"Stay down," Captain America growls in his best friend's ear. "Take the hit and let us take it from here."

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"Hell, is that Rumlow?" There's disbelief in Clint's voice as he takes aim at one of the guys on the roof above.

"Avengers, stand down," Rumlow orders as he steps into view, training his gun on Bucky, along with the rest of the STRIKE team. "We've got this under control."

His head is throbbing from being slammed into the concrete, but he's consciously aware of what's happening all around him even as he struggles not to lash out from pure instinct. He's failed the mission and he knows what's going to happen when they take him back. His heart is hammering loud and fast in his chest.

"What the hell is going on?" Natasha demands, her weapon also trained on Bucky.

"SHIELD intercepted a message about HYDRA making an attempt to kidnap Cap there," Rumlow answers, nodding toward Steve and moving toward the two super soldiers. "Utilizing the famed Winter Soldier."

"You can't trust him," Bucky mutters just loudly enough for Steve to hear.

[bottledblond]

Brock had always been a decent guy to him. He can’t say that they are friends but he wouldn’t hesitate if anyone ever asked after his character. Brock’s a workaholic. He’s loyal, a good soldier. The missions Steve’s run with him have always been pretty cut and dry, and Steve would even gladly say that he trusted Brock to have his back.

At least, until the man opened his mouth.

Steve isn’t a lie detector. He’s been had over a few times, never for long, but he’s always been the believer of taking someone at face value first and letting them prove themselves one way or the other. Everyone shows you their real face eventually. Brock, evidently, is the same. Steve’s eyes narrow slightly and he glances at Bucky as he stands up.

His thumb flicks open the pocket on his uniform where the syringe had been showed with ease, under the cover of dark, and he holds it up as he looks at Brock Rumlow with feigned gratefulness.

“Tried. He got my helmet off but that’s about it.” Steve is still between Rumlow and his friend. His eyes never leave the agent. Bucky he trusts. Rumlow? Anything but.

There’s no way he can now that he knows Rumlow must be HYDRA. There’s no other explanation. He couldn’t have intercepted that sort of thing, not so easily. Not after so many hits by the creature they’d been tracking. Steve breathes out to steady himself.

“That so?” He makes his way in red boots and purpose towards his teammate and clasps his arm. “In that case, thanks,” he says before steeling himself from the poison on his tongue.

It’s a risk. He needs to say it, though, whispered. Eyes locked to Brock’s.

“Hail HYDRA.”

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Bucky doesn't dare move. Not with the amount of guns -- and a bow and arrow -- trained on him. A shot from Black Widow's gun wouldn't kill him, and neither would that arrow, no matter how well-placed. They would hurt, but he'd survive it. Killing a werewolf isn't as easy as killing a person, and it's highly unlikely they're packing the right kind of ammo for that.

The STRIKE team, however, is another story. He knows that all of them utilize a different kind of ammunition, one that would take him down even if it wouldn't kill him. He struggles to keep his breathing under control, not wanting to give anything away even as two of the STRIKE team approach him and one of them yanks him to his feet with a hand wrapped around the back of his neck.

"Of course, Cap," Rumlow answers easily, giving him a short nod. "Glad you're all right." He glances down at the hand on his arm and then lifts his gaze to meet Steve's, pausing when he whispers those words. His eyes widen just a fraction -- genuine surprise flickering over his features, but it comes and goes so quickly that anyone who wasn't paying close attention would have missed it entirely. The faintest hint of a smile tugs at his mouth but he suppresses and then glances over at the rest of the team who've moved in closer to Bucky.

"Don't take your eyes off him." He shifts his gaze back to Steve. "Guy's under suspicion for dozens of deaths. Highly dangerous." He glances around at the other Avengers. "We'll take it from here."